Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Monday, January 28, 2008
I'm really in a fuckin' bad mood today. I just can't find a reason why i didn't perform well with my predator. I kept losing possession easily. Am i really meant for predator or what? There is one other thing that i'm terribly pissed off with. You think it's funny? Playing with other people's sensitivity? Huh, fucker!? When i'm being serious, not putting a single fucking smile on my face, it means i'm fucking serious. There you were, pretending who you're not, giving me that fucked-up face. You know, it made me more pissed off. For once, i just wish i have the guts to give a one satisfying blow in your face. But i didn't. Cuz i know it would negatively affect our friendship and also how others think about me. My past was once an emotional one. If you could have the chance to stand in my shoes, get into my mind, flashback, you would know how much i've been through. Everyday i tried my best not to be too 'emo' and get sensitive over small matters. Most of the time, i can't and i failed. So if i ever make you guys rather pissed off with me, please, understand and try to bear with me. Alright? I'm out then.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Where on earth can i find a MODERN COMBAT FLIGHT SIMULATOR!!?? I'm tired of walking 'hundreds' of kilometres just to find what i want. Even in a huge shopping centre like causeway point, i can't find a MICROSOFT FLIGHT SIMULATOR X. I've checked IMM when i was out with my family a few weeks back. I found MFSX. But IMM is such an inconvenient place to go to. There's not even a public bus that leads me there. The only way is for me to take the train and alight at jurong east and then take the shuttle bus, which looks so silly. I guess i'll head for IMM tomorrow if i have the time..
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
I gotta stop being too emotional over something which seems so small to my friends. But to me, it seems a pretty much bigger matter. Now, most of my classmates call me as the emo-mo-mo boy. Everytime i keep quiet or thinking of other stuffs, somebody would definitely notice it and start their engine: "Eh suhaimi, don't emo ah." Sigh. It feels bad, man. But to those of my classmates who are reading this, don't worry. Though calling me an emo boy would, i think, drive me further from my eye-candies, it's ok. Let's have fun together, shall we? You call me emo, i call you emo. We call everyone emo.
Monday, January 21, 2008
It's been a long time since i last chatted with her. I think it's like 20 years? I'm just exaggerating by the way. The reason for this exaggeration is because, i've never really chatted with her for a long time. Even if we see each other in school, i just couldn't bring myself to talk to her or at least say hi or something. Sigh.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
I could see what i want to see for my future. Everything was vivid. Everything that surrounds me was sophisticated. It was spacious and huge. But i couldn't see who the girl was, hehe. Anyway, it seems that in my 'imagination', i seem to have what i want. I seem to have a career that i've ever dreamt of. Now, what can ever give me the drive to keep myself on the track which leads to where i want to be. There are just a lot of distractions that i'll face everyday, especially sports and entertainment and relationship. My biggest problem is TIME. I always think that i'm capable of juggling and managing time well. I can play and study, and i'll still do well for my tests and exams. But now that i'm in J2, everything seems to have changed. I feel that i can't do what i usually do anymore. I can't fit everything into my daily schedule anymore. People have been talking about sacrifice. I thought it's a crap. But now, i think i have no choice but to really sacrifice: my laptop, fifa08, ghost recon, thinking of linhui, soccer, wasting time in school, etc. I really hope all these sacrifices would do me good. So aimi, here we go. Time for a lonely and solitude life.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
I think i seriously like one of the girls in my school. I don't know how this feeling came to me. Everyday i see her in school, it makes me feel like i want to be with her. But i've thought further. I think she likes a friend of mine. Why i think so? That's because during the december holidays last year when we chatted online, she would associate one of the topics with my friend. Well, it's just an assumption. I just have inadequate courage to tell her how i feel about her. I think she's sweet though she doesn't have 100% to her looks. One thing, i'm afraid of the consequences the moment i tell her the truth. Will we be further apart, friendship i mean? Will she try to avoid me? A lot of unpredictable things could happen. So what on earth should i do? Should i just let it go? And regard this feeling as just lust amd crush? And that it's only temporary and will disappear in time? I don't know.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Sunday, January 13, 2008
I just finished watching Man Utd's match against Newscastle United. And you know what, it was FUCKING SHIT!!! And i'm saying this in a good way. I was damn ecstatic with how Man Utd played. I'd say they played brilliantly during the second half of the game. Can you believe it, 6 goals in the second 45 minutes? That was fucking awesome. I was smiling throughout the game. I wanted to scream but afraid would wake my family up. Greatest thing that happened was, Ronnie played great and has gotten his first HAT-TRICK of the season. There you see it. Cristiano Ronaldo will always be the best player the world has ever seen. Who cares what others say. Unfortunately, Rooney's attempts on goal were always denied by his fate and of course, Shay Given. He was even kindly giggled at by Tevez. Haha. Besides that, i could see happy faces from the Man Utd players during the game. For example, Anderson and Giggs when they were substituted. They were smiling as if they had never smiled before upon leaving the pitch. Man Utd's defence was absolutely world class. They didn't even allow Newcastle Utd's players to enter or stand on Man Utd's quarter for more than 20 seconds. Overall, it was WORLD CLASS by Man Utd. Glory Glory Man Utd. Keep going on.
Friday, January 11, 2008
I'm beginning to feel a change in my attitude and behaviour. I think that it's gone for the worse. Words that i shouldn't be using to express myself are just conveniently spitting out of my mouth. It does satisfy me using those words, but now i realise that some people are rather upset or offended by them. I'm just afraid that they would change the way they feel about me. They would think i'm becoming a bad person. I don't want to be regarded as one. Sigh.. the only way to find a solution to this problem is to learn to control my emotions and my phrasings. Speaking of emotions, i'm more and easily getting emo now. I get frustrated and all vexed up over tiny-winny matters. I get pissed off with the people i see everyday. Well, of course not everyone. I even get easily pissed off with my friends. I feel really bad. What's gone into me? I really need someone who is patient enough and to observe me and to consistently giving me encouragement and words of wisdom.
Sunday, January 06, 2008
I really feel guilty. I haven't been revising much during the holidays. Now, i totally forget about what i've learnt before the holidays. Now, i'm suffering like hell. Not knowing how to solve when i come across a simple integration question. Fuck off !!! I really need to pace up. A levels is just 7 months away, excluding the upcoming holidays. Stop procrastinating, damn it. Argh!!!
Saturday, January 05, 2008
I feel so burdened up by all the things that happen to me. I'm facing a lot of choices to make, and it's not that easy to make that decision. Sometimes i just feel like screaming as loudly as i had ever did, straining my throat. I would be painful but it's worth it. I really don't know what to do with these problems.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Today was one of the most adventurous day of my life. Why? Because me, farid, zul and ziq went cycling towards woodlands from bukit panjang. Actually, not all of us rode the bike. Ziq skated in his roller blade. Of course, with some help from us. He just hold on to our bikes and he just needed to control the direction. Since it was his first time going on some adventurous journey, he fell quite a couple of times. Everything went smoothly but when we were in woodlands, he injured himself. On our way home, due to the really inclined slope..the bikes and of course, roller blade sped off, uncontrollably. Me and farid managed to control our bikes and enjoyed the high-velocity and fast wind. Unfortunately, zul and ziq did not. They somehow got stuck onto each other and lost balance, thus, both fell really hard. Anyway, this is inevitable. We will definitely learn something from these accidents. Like me when i first started riding on such journeys.








(sorry for the rotated cam)








(sorry for the rotated cam)
Yesterday, me, farid and ziq went to Cathay house in Prinsep street to purchase tickets for AVP2(Alien vs Predator 2) which will be released today. We booked at 1500h today so those who wish to tag along, please do. Hehe. Anyway, since we had nothing better to do there, farid suggested we go to vivo city to witness the countdown performances. Actually, apart from that, we wanted to 'wash' his eyes too. Haha. Upon reaching there, you can't imagine how crowded that place was. We watched some pre-entertainment and enjoyed the view of sentosa and the small 'sea', taking pictures of the elegant yet beautiful sunset.










Monday, December 24, 2007
Dear whoever-i-wish-to-blog-about,
I've known about it a long time ago already, even before hari raya. You know when you talked to faiz at nurul's place during her birthday, i actually knew what you guys were talking about. Now that you have found someone whom you really love and look upon, it feels great to me. Cuz the fact that you have someone else to love and care for, it relieves me of my burden. I do not have to think what you're feeling at a given point of time, whether you're happy or sad. I can release my clutches off you already. I'm not particularly vexed or jealous that you've got someone else. You're really a nice and loving person to be with. I do admit that after we broke up, i still have a bit of love for you. Everyday when we were in school, i would glance to see if you're okay. Also recently, i dreamt of you. We were the best of friends. I sincerely hope that one day, that would happen. Anyway, i would like to congratulate you for passing one of the tests that is brought down by God. I really salute you for the patience that you have given. I know all the things that i've done after there was 'us', have never failed to upset you. Still, you would show the other side of you, which is a happy-go-lucky person. You cannot do it without your girl friends too, wrappers. For that, i'm sorry and i hope that you won't linger with these matters anymore. You should start afresh with him, i really hope you'd do. Adiyos Amigo, dear friend. Till we meet again.
AIFAH
Sunday, December 23, 2007




It is like our daily routine to go for a jog early in the morning, and when i say 'early' it means 4 plus, when most of the people are still sound asleep. But for the 3 of us: Me, Ziq and Zul. We woke up in the morning just to jog. Our common routes are through Bangkit, Fajar, and also Jelapang. We would either drop by the 7-Eleven at Greenridge Plaza or the kopitiam at Fajar after jogging. Ziq would be with his roller blade and me and zul would jog. Today, i learnt some roller blade skills. I was really noob. Haha. It was my 2nd time on the roller blades since 10 years ago. I tried very hard to keep my legs parallel. It was damn hard. But i didn't fall UNNECESSARILY. I could still maintain balance. Heh. We managed to take some pictures today anyway. Below is a video of zul learning to blade.
Saturday, December 22, 2007
What's that thing?

This incident happened when me, shahril and allen went to the emergency staircase in Paragon to eat our KFC meals. The reason we ate there was because there wasn't really empty seats for us simply because the whole restaurant was full of people. Allen and shahril suggested the staircase in paragon and hence, we walked from Ngee Ann City to Paragon. The worst thing happened after eating our meals. There was nothing to do so i stood on the railings and asked my friend to take my picture. It turned out to be fine. My friend then edit and changed the color of the picture to negative. And there it was, a mysterious figure behind me. And my body seems to be faded away. It was really frightening. We just grabbed our stuff and made a run for it. Never go to that staircase ever again, man.
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Sunday, December 16, 2007
A few days ago, i helped my friend who is also a CM in our class in his work. His dad owns a tuition centre and we are to promote the tuition centre in Suntec Convention Hall in which the BookFest is being held too. It was really tiring as we had to stand for over 10 hours. Anyway, below are some of the pictures i took when our booth was about to close.








Saturday, December 15, 2007
One of the intended
What do you think? Hot and sexy isn't it? It is one of my intended guitars to buy. It's the ESP Horizon III (black). I fell in love with it the moment i lay eyes on it. Of course, look at the seducing sparkling, reflectious black. Not to forget the original floyd rose that i've been looking for. Let alone 2 seymour duncan pickups, a brand of which Synyster Gates of Avenged Sevenfold uses for his custom schecter guitar. Guess you don't necessarily need to have a face-melting shredder's guitar to be one yourself. Just buy a guitar which suits your style, get familiar with it, fall in love with it, take care of it and you're on your way to becoming the next renowned shredder. Based on reviews, ESP seems to be a brand that has been used by most metal bands. One disadvantage is, it's not meant for bright acoustic sounds but it doesn't really matter. Gosh !!! I wonder what's its valuation. It's the original ESP, it will sure cost one hell of dollar notes. But it's ok, i hope my determination is strong enough to enable me to carry on saving till i can afford one which i hope will be by April 2008.
Thursday, December 13, 2007
SHOULD I?
Sometimes i ask myself if i should get myself a brand new electric guitar that suits my needs. Probably i would like to get a 'floyd-rose'd guitar which i can bend strings using the whammy bar to produce exclusive divebombs. I always wanted to do that. Next feature that i would like to have for my guitar is a 24-fret or more, fretboard. I just love to listen to the high pitch sounds. I just wish to have a fretboard that makes it easier for me to slide my fingers quickly up and down the fretboard. Oh gosh, if there is any guitar that matches these features, it would surely leave my pocket empty in just one SWOOSH!!! One thing that i hate is, SAVE!! My parents will never accept or support me if i want to buy a guitar. So that means i have to save my money which eventually turns out to be my parent's money. I must save up to at least 800 bucks and my savings would add up to that amount by April 2008 i guess. Question is, can i really put 90% of my weekly allowance aside for my intended guitar? Sigh.. So it's either gonna be Ibanez, Schecter or ESP.
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
It is truly in God's hand. He who will determine when and who He
will call upon to him. One moment, our loved ones are right
beside us..joking, laughing, groaning, scolding. And with just a
blink of an eye, everything changed. With just a snap of a finger,
our loved ones have left us in this cruel world. We can cry in
sober when we lose our loved ones but crying too much would
mean that we are unwilling to let him/her leave. Leaving us and
this world would mean that God loves him/her and that He
doesn't want him/her to commit any more sins. So let's all pray
for our loved ones, their safety, their health... And if they have to
leave this world without a note or goodbye, let it be in their sleep.
It's rather peaceful.
will call upon to him. One moment, our loved ones are right
beside us..joking, laughing, groaning, scolding. And with just a
blink of an eye, everything changed. With just a snap of a finger,
our loved ones have left us in this cruel world. We can cry in
sober when we lose our loved ones but crying too much would
mean that we are unwilling to let him/her leave. Leaving us and
this world would mean that God loves him/her and that He
doesn't want him/her to commit any more sins. So let's all pray
for our loved ones, their safety, their health... And if they have to
leave this world without a note or goodbye, let it be in their sleep.
It's rather peaceful.
just HOW?


It was just now, that i found the Black Tiger deck that i claimed to have lost it. But how did it reappear? Unknowingly, it appeared right in front of me when i was having tea alone in the living room. Was it an illusion? Something is really amiss. I then tried playing along with my parents asking if they took that deck and hid it from me. But they seemed serious and thus convinced me that they didn't take it. Well, it doesn't matter now. What matters is, I have 2 Black Tiger decks with me right now. Cool right? Yay!!!
Saturday, November 17, 2007
The First Move
My loneliness has made me more tempted to find a companion which would keep me company, make me feel secured and peaceful. Always making me smile and laugh whenever we chat. And even jokes that are endless. I used to experience these previously. At first, i thought i would be with her for a very long time, perhaps forever. Perhaps i was so into love at that time. Well, things went the other way. I was already so happy with her. Life full of joy. One fine day, she sent me an email wanting to go separate ways. It wasn't just like that of course, long story. All i could say is, good things sure come to an end. For almost a year, i've been bearing it. But now, i possibly can't. My loneliness has become intensed. Thing is, should i make the first move? What if i made a fool out of myself? What if she doesn't even bear any feelings for me? What if she doesn't even know who i am? That would be a moment when i will never face up to myself ever again. But peer pressure showed that i SHOULD make the first move. At least tell her that i fancy her. But..what if they are attached? Arrghh!!! I would get instantaneous bashing from her boyfriend. Anyone, help me with this stuff?p.s. no specific person/girl involved
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Fuckin' Frustrated


I would like to express my feelings regarding a matter. Today seemed to one of my luckiest days. This may sound silly to ya'll but it's not to me. It's so hard to find a BICYCLE card deck, especially a BLACK TIGER. I went to the ICA with my family to make a replacement of my IC. After that, we went to Raffles Hospital to eat our breakfast/lunch. We then went to a nearby shopping centre which seemed to be uncrowded. It doesn't look like a shopping centre to me. It was very quiet inside. As we were walking inside, i came across a shop. My first sight was, some mahjong tiles. Just before i looked away, i saw a typical BICYCLE deck. I lay my eyes on it for quite some time.
Then i approached the shop slowly and glanced at the display. There were actually more. The shop tender who was an old lady(not so old till she can't walk..she was well-conversed in english though), she asked me to come in and take a look at the BICYCLE decks she has in store. I was astounded. There were more than BICYCLE. All the undistributed decks from USA were there. I saw a black BICYCLE deck which is BLACK TIGER and asked her for the price. It was 12 bucks. Well, it's a typical price for a black BICYCLE deck. So i took it for 12 bucks. I didn't tell my dad that i bought it because he will scold thinking that i bought that deck to gamble. Actually, i bought it because it's appealing and seems to be the most attractive card deck. Besides that, i bought to practice and learn some magic tricks. Once i reached home, i headed for my room and unwrapped the transparent plastic that enclosed the deck box. The moment i touched the cards, i soon fell in love with it. I kept it all in one piece and hid it under my blanket and then went to living room to play some games and surf the net on my notebook.
After about 2 hours, i went into my room to try out some magic tricks. It was GONE. I looked for everywhere in my house without telling my parents what i was actually looking for though they kept asking me. I have my mum in mind. I think she went into my room to place some clothes in my cupboard. It couldn't be my sister. Why would she wanna take it? She doesn't even know how to name the four houses. It could be my dad, but he slept when we reached home. It was my first ever card deck. And it cost me 12 bucks. That's a lot of money. I can jamm with my band with it. Gosh.. Arrghh.. I can't ask my mum and dad whether they entered my room and took something that belongs to me in the presence of each other. I'll be doomed if so. Sigh.. I'm fuckin' frustrated right now.
Then i approached the shop slowly and glanced at the display. There were actually more. The shop tender who was an old lady(not so old till she can't walk..she was well-conversed in english though), she asked me to come in and take a look at the BICYCLE decks she has in store. I was astounded. There were more than BICYCLE. All the undistributed decks from USA were there. I saw a black BICYCLE deck which is BLACK TIGER and asked her for the price. It was 12 bucks. Well, it's a typical price for a black BICYCLE deck. So i took it for 12 bucks. I didn't tell my dad that i bought it because he will scold thinking that i bought that deck to gamble. Actually, i bought it because it's appealing and seems to be the most attractive card deck. Besides that, i bought to practice and learn some magic tricks. Once i reached home, i headed for my room and unwrapped the transparent plastic that enclosed the deck box. The moment i touched the cards, i soon fell in love with it. I kept it all in one piece and hid it under my blanket and then went to living room to play some games and surf the net on my notebook.
After about 2 hours, i went into my room to try out some magic tricks. It was GONE. I looked for everywhere in my house without telling my parents what i was actually looking for though they kept asking me. I have my mum in mind. I think she went into my room to place some clothes in my cupboard. It couldn't be my sister. Why would she wanna take it? She doesn't even know how to name the four houses. It could be my dad, but he slept when we reached home. It was my first ever card deck. And it cost me 12 bucks. That's a lot of money. I can jamm with my band with it. Gosh.. Arrghh.. I can't ask my mum and dad whether they entered my room and took something that belongs to me in the presence of each other. I'll be doomed if so. Sigh.. I'm fuckin' frustrated right now.
Friday, November 09, 2007
Relieved..
On my journey to school today, i couldn't help feeling damn anxious. Possible outcome is that i retain or promoted. Getting retained alone would be the end of the world to me. Some said getting retained would be a good thing because we will be given a chance to start all over again and possibly do exceptionally well for the next promotional examination. However, surprisingly, i got PROMOTED. Of course i was really happy when i didn't see my name on the board outside the G.O. But i couldn't let it out because i was still uncertain. Well, eventually, those names that do not appear on the board means that those people would be promoted. Based on the results of my promotional examination, the possibility of me promoting is 50:50. The moderation was really outstanding and exaggerating. I would like to thank God for answering my prayers and giving me a second chance to prove myself worthy to be a JC2 student. Nevertheless, i feel sad for my friends who did not make to JC2 namely R*****, A****, J**N***. These 3 guys have been the closest to me and now, we'll be physically apart. I had high hopes for them to promoted. I was astonished myself, to be hearing news about them not getting to be promoted. They didn't look upset either. I would like to wish my friends who couldn't make it, all the best for their journey to the promos next year. I bet ya'll do extremely well and at least be able to establish yourselves as the top students. Meanwhile, i'll do my very best for A levels, now that i've been given a chance. I'll do anything to clear my doubts about any subjects. No more SHY guy, it's time for DARE guy.
Thursday, November 01, 2007
I guess i'll not go for her. I think it's dumb of me to do that. It is also not pleasant to be a person who always have a change of heart. It makes me feel as if i'm not true to the person I truly love and particularly, myself. I really miss this someone. There have been a repetition of this but it just makes me feel a lot better. Though the time we spent together was FANTASTICALLY little, I wish i had cherished those days and better, cherish YOU. Why do you have to pull my mine along with yours? Sigh..I also think that i'm becoming more eMo nowadays. Even my friends said so. I don't even wanna be an emo person, who rarely socialises. But the problem that has been tailing me since, has made me into one. Argh!!!
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
I'm beginning to really fall in love with this girl. It all started from a mere crush which i feel is stupid. She's the talk of the town. How can she ever be my girlfriend? The more lonely I've become, the more desperate i become. Haha. When i say desperate, it doesn't mean Really-A-Despo. She's of course, very beautiful and admirable, adorable too. At first, i thought she ain't gonna be friendly. But it turned out that she actually IS friendly. Whenever i chat with her online, i will feel happy, like never before. It's been a long time since i last had this emotion. Sometimes i wonder when will this speckle of happiness come. I've been longing and YEARNING for it. I definitely can't make it come, so i might just have to wait. I'm furious at myself. Why do I get to know her and make friends with her only now?; when school is nearing end(in fact, it already ended). Furthermore, i don't even know if i'll be leveling up or remain at the same level. I doubt she will remain. So my only hope is to get promoted. I didn't meet the promotional criteria i guess, but i hope this time, they'll do it by ranks and i sincerely hope that i'm not at the bottom 300 or 400 of the whole cohort, 1000. My last words for today, It would be GREAT if you could be mine. Even if it seems impossible, i'm sure it can be made POSSIBLE.
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Saturday, October 27, 2007
JC1 ends..
Today was the last day we will be in the classroom together as a class. Today marked the end of JC1. However, the day when we will know whether we'll be going separate ways is not today. We are going to enjoy and let the devil out of us free for a while and as 9 Nov approaches, it is time. Embrace yourself, young minds. For that day will determine your fates. Wah, i sound awkward. Haha. Anyway, i didn't take many photos on my phone today. I did take 1 or 2.

This photo irks me. Haha. This allen wanted to act g@y but since it's the last day, i just played along. And that marcus, always a pain in the ass. =D
Thursday, October 25, 2007
..throwing oil to the fire
I'm already feeling down about my performance. I really want to be promoted. No matter what it takes. Even if I had to go for probation, i'll be willing to. If anything goes wrong during my journey to achieving my dreams, i'll feel like killing myself. My dreams are everything to me. I have to get them. There is no exception. Now, there is another thing that makes or rather made me more upset. It's about my ex. I guess she's attached now. I don't know how to describe the feeling that i have for. It's between 'special friend' and 'just a friend'. I used to be hyper and joyous when i sms her last time. But now, i'm not anymore. I guess it's not pleasant to sms with a person who already belongs to another. I have many eye-candies in school. If i could, i would get one of them to be my girlfriend(if they accept), but i just didn't want to. For what reasons, they are unclear. But i wish to salute her, coz she managed to push through all the obstacles and got herself out of the maze. I'm really happy for her and also, I hope you'll be happy with him. =)
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
i just need one more chance..
I was leniently given a chance. A chance to prove myself worthy of proceeding to the next level. I know I did everything i could to get what i want, what i really want. Grabbing this chance would mean almost everything in my life. I failed to grab this opportunity. My intention was never to break my own record. I still never ponder about what my next step would be, cause I still have some faith in myself. Though it deceived me, once. I'm gonna take this damn risk. I'm gonna give it one more try. Please God, just give me one more chance. I don't wish to fail this mission. I hope He grants me this important prayer of mine. I really plead upon You.
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
..think i have what i want already

This is just a random picture i took with Weicheng and Weihan today during the PW workshop. It was as if it was our last days.
This is a picture of four of the most talented and gifted football players in S29. Cool eh? Haha. I was just kidding. In fact, we play soccer well. As in, our combination is really effective. We are called 'Imba' which was named by our Chairman of the team, Weihan. Hehe. Anyway, today i just added an additional RAM into my notebook. I thought i could change/improve the graphics of my notebook but i actually can't. There's no way i can change what's on the motherboard. But i think i have what i want already. An additional RAM and since i can't buy a new graphics card, i cancelled it out of the list. You know, i met my classmate when i was near the entrance of lot 1. I think she looks better now. Erm..kinda hot. A pity i just said 'hi', smiled as if i haven't seen her for a long time which in fact, is true, and then just continued walking. It was so stupid of me. We could have grab a table in Mac, buy a drink and have a nice conversation. Haha. Everything seems to have changed. The relief part is, i've just made a new ezlink card. It's one of the things under my 'essential' list. Without it, i can't go anywhere, man. But one thing is, the lady didn't align my photo properly and it looked kinda 'senget'. She treats me nicely though. =)
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Sad thing.
Hi guys, i just returned from a memorable trip with my fellow secondary school friends and a very deary pal, Angelo. His family moved to Dubai for some reasons that we ought not to know. We understand that. Perhaps it might upset him or his family members if we were to ask. He was on his journey back to his homeland, Philippines where he will continue his education. But along the way, he dropped by Singapore to visit us and probably spend some time with us. It was really nice to see him again. But it's sad he could only be with us for less than half a day. It's really a long journey though we spent only about 5 hours with him. Here are the pictures i took. There's more but we have to wait for Kelvin to create an online photo album and then i'll post em' here.








Saturday, September 29, 2007
The first journey ends..
It feels so great that it is all over now. But it is not entirely the end yet.. I would either repeat the whole year or proceed to JC2 to complete the second major examination after GCE O level, which is GCE A level. The examination that determines my being in RSAF. I will take my instructor's words seriously, and i will try my best and hope that i'll meet him again in RSAF. I have indeed been looking forward to this day, expecting great stuffs that can be done within this time period. Ironically, though it's after promos, there's absolutely nothing much to do. It is so boring. I miss exams, school and my eyecandies, =D. During this short-term holiday, i'll also have dinner with my sweet little jiejie. Haha. It's been a long time since i last met her. Many things that i can actually are restricted due to the fasting month. But it's not a bad thing, you see. I can save money too. Haha. So that i can spend after the fasting month. And not to forget, further improve my guitartistic skills. Hehe. Not to be the fastest finger among others, but the one who produces the most soothing and creative sounds. Anyway, i don't what more to post about. I shall end here.
Sunday, September 16, 2007
..
It's been a long time since we last met.
It is really a very very long time.
Your face keeps flashing in my mind.
I sometimes imagine that you were
with me and those times i smiled to myself.
I just wish those imaginations could become real.
My attempts to find you everyday keep
going down the drain along with the drifting waters.
I strongly believe that we would be together again.
Because of you, i still got no strength to start.
How do i make myself hate you?
Think it through, i don't wish to..
I wanna remember the moments we had
under the small hut, especially..
I guess most of our times were spent at
that very spot. Haha..
I did everything in my hand to impress you.
Still, it wasn't fruitful.
If i were to meet you again next time,
i'll hold you tight in my arms and never ever let you go.
It is really a very very long time.
Your face keeps flashing in my mind.
I sometimes imagine that you were
with me and those times i smiled to myself.
I just wish those imaginations could become real.
My attempts to find you everyday keep
going down the drain along with the drifting waters.
I strongly believe that we would be together again.
Because of you, i still got no strength to start.
How do i make myself hate you?
Think it through, i don't wish to..
I wanna remember the moments we had
under the small hut, especially..
I guess most of our times were spent at
that very spot. Haha..
I did everything in my hand to impress you.
Still, it wasn't fruitful.
If i were to meet you again next time,
i'll hold you tight in my arms and never ever let you go.
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Goodbye..
So i guess it is goodbye to my Motorola E1070. It was deliberately but silently stolen. The thing is, i placed it on my bag with my shirt covering it and i put it among many bags that belong to my friends. I was playing basketball with my friends and our bags were less than 15 feet away. How could anyone just took without our knowledge. Sigh.. That phone has been my very best companion. A lot of memories with it. I would like to thank my friends who even cared to stay back for some time to help me look for it. I really appreciate it. The results however weren't fruitful. What am i going to do now? That phone has always been of great use to me. Now it is just gone.
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