I'm really in a fuckin' bad mood today. I just can't find a reason why i didn't perform well with my predator. I kept losing possession easily. Am i really meant for predator or what? There is one other thing that i'm terribly pissed off with. You think it's funny? Playing with other people's sensitivity? Huh, fucker!? When i'm being serious, not putting a single fucking smile on my face, it means i'm fucking serious. There you were, pretending who you're not, giving me that fucked-up face. You know, it made me more pissed off. For once, i just wish i have the guts to give a one satisfying blow in your face. But i didn't. Cuz i know it would negatively affect our friendship and also how others think about me. My past was once an emotional one. If you could have the chance to stand in my shoes, get into my mind, flashback, you would know how much i've been through. Everyday i tried my best not to be too 'emo' and get sensitive over small matters. Most of the time, i can't and i failed. So if i ever make you guys rather pissed off with me, please, understand and try to bear with me. Alright? I'm out then.