I'm beginning to feel a change in my attitude and behaviour. I think that it's gone for the worse. Words that i shouldn't be using to express myself are just conveniently spitting out of my mouth. It does satisfy me using those words, but now i realise that some people are rather upset or offended by them. I'm just afraid that they would change the way they feel about me. They would think i'm becoming a bad person. I don't want to be regarded as one. Sigh.. the only way to find a solution to this problem is to learn to control my emotions and my phrasings. Speaking of emotions, i'm more and easily getting emo now. I get frustrated and all vexed up over tiny-winny matters. I get pissed off with the people i see everyday. Well, of course not everyone. I even get easily pissed off with my friends. I feel really bad. What's gone into me? I really need someone who is patient enough and to observe me and to consistently giving me encouragement and words of wisdom.