I could see what i want to see for my future. Everything was vivid. Everything that surrounds me was sophisticated. It was spacious and huge. But i couldn't see who the girl was, hehe. Anyway, it seems that in my 'imagination', i seem to have what i want. I seem to have a career that i've ever dreamt of. Now, what can ever give me the drive to keep myself on the track which leads to where i want to be. There are just a lot of distractions that i'll face everyday, especially sports and entertainment and relationship. My biggest problem is TIME. I always think that i'm capable of juggling and managing time well. I can play and study, and i'll still do well for my tests and exams. But now that i'm in J2, everything seems to have changed. I feel that i can't do what i usually do anymore. I can't fit everything into my daily schedule anymore. People have been talking about sacrifice. I thought it's a crap. But now, i think i have no choice but to really sacrifice: my laptop, fifa08, ghost recon, thinking of linhui, soccer, wasting time in school, etc. I really hope all these sacrifices would do me good. So aimi, here we go. Time for a lonely and solitude life.