you people suck..

i haven't been happy
lately...nor was i sad.
I'm deeply stucked in
the middle of
happy and upset.
It's bcuz of everyone,
and everything that takes
place in my useless life.
Sometimes i wonder,
why was i born?
I noe this is religious matter,
i can't change tt.
My mum said tt,
ppl who are born in the month
of june are usually,
stubborn, bad, and all those
negative properties...
Maybe that explains my character.
I've been trying to change tt
destiny..
been trying reli hard.
I'm all to myself now.
no one's guiding me.
It's me, alone..
I have to determine my own
future, my life...
one wrong step, n
it's all f@#$^% over.
sometimes i feel that
i suck...i just duno why.
i would like to say..
i'm sorry, people..
if i'm hard or harsh on u guys.
I noe i'm a sensitive person,
one wrong word frm u can
change me..totally.
U people will turn cold
towards me aft tt.
u people will start to hate me,
will start to avoid me,
will stop caring for me,
will stop loving me,
will LEAVE ME.
THIS RELI SUCKS!!!!!!
I'm a spoilt child..
haiz..
so stay away frm me if
you want...
this goes to everyone.
i'm all alone now.
I dun need anyone.
I'll just die on no one's arms.