just a sigh to me...

I guess i'm the
black sheep of the
family.
If anyone among my
siblings incl me were to
be scolded,
i would be the one hu
would receive maximum.
Just bcuz i came home
late frm my fren's house,
last sat...my mum began to have
the cold shoulder towards me.
I dun exist to her..
sometimes i feel sad,
terribly..n i shouldn't have
fought back her words.
I know i was rude to her.
Just a lil info abt myself,
i will fight for what's right..
that's my character..
so i will fight back, be it using
words or anything...
Haiz...
Whatever she does,
she's still my mum..
i can't do anything.
What can i possibly do
to ease her?
I've been keeping to myself
lately cuz i dn wana
add oil to the hot fire.
I hope she forgives me..:(

Now, my sweetie is not
in s'pore..
she is the one hu would
be by my side in times
of problems...
She would make me happy,
make me smile..n ease my mind.
She's gone to kl with her family
for 5 days or later..
I just miss her..haiz..
there's no one in this world
hu has ever cared so much
for me, except her..
tt's why sometimes, she's
my sister and my fren..
Love has grown in m heart.
I hope tt love lasts till
i've reached my goal of life.
I wan to be with her all my life.
I noe it's very embarrassing
for a guy to weep..
cuz guy is supposed to be
the tough ones..
bt to me, guys have the
soft part too...n i'm
the emotional type.
I dunno what will be of me
if i hadn't met her..
Thanks alot, Allah...
for meeting me with
such a wonderful girl.
I'll nt do anything stupid that
is hated by Him.
I'll take good care of her n
will never disappoint her.