situation has worsened..

i realised smth since
i befriended her.
Bad things just happen
to her..haiz.
Phone bills went up,
sometimes her stuffs
are confiscated by her
protective parents.
She's always reprimanded.
and all the stuff.
I just can't stop sighing.
As the 'love' grows,
more problems arose.
I think we're nt meant
for each other.
It's like we're going against
fate.
All along, i thought u were
the one who would end my
misery, sadness, etc.
I want u to be the one.
Symptons have showed up
tt what i've been thinking
might nt be true.
I just dunno what to do.
Things tt i've planned,
and things tt we plan,
seem not to work at
the 11th hour.
I'm so sorry, wajihah.
For causing all the bloody
troubles in ur life.
I've worsened ur family ties.
i wana end all these once and
for all.
I wan u to lead a peaceful life.
the only way is,
......
to just forget abt each other.
haiz..
i nvr wanted to do this,
nvr intended to.
just wana tell u tt i'm
pretty upset and sad
writing this post.
I wish it nvr happened,
bt it did,
it just did.
haiz..