I just couldn't believe my eyes when i saw the grade on my result slip. I was really shocked. It was really unpredictable. It's not what i've been expecting. I expected better. Instead of improving, it was the opposite. What the hell happened? Also filled with sadness, i couldn't focus on the things i do after obtaining my result slip. I was really in another world. It was just the worst grade of that subject of my entire school life. Sigh. This is a gauge as to how i will do my common test, mid year, prelims and also the A levels. If I can't even get a good grade for a subject that you don't even need to study that much or memorize long-winded definitions and formulas, how would i be able to get distinctions for the rest of my subjects? I'm absolutely worried right now, even scared. My econs and geog, and GP. Gosh, how will i be able to get these over with. I want to pass everything for common test. I don't wish to fail anymore. I've had enough of feeling down. I want to see grades that make me smile, flashing my teeth. I feel that this is the moment that determines where i'll be and what i am 10 or 20 years later. I want to be what i've been wanting to be. Oh God, please clear all my obstacles away. Grant me a peace of mind.