I have no idea why i have been missing YFC152. It's the course/class that i was admitted to during my days in youth flying club. Sigh. I really miss the people there, my friends, the admin aunties, my instructors, the planes and simulator room. Why did i have to choose to leave early? I could have convinced my instructor that i was able to move on and that it won't affect my promotional results. I could have flown my first solo. As days pass by, my commitment also fades with time. Also, i've been trying to find a simulation software that suits what i like. Maybe combat? If i can't find any, civilian simulation would do. I also miss speaking on the telecom, like real qualified pilots that is. It was really cool and i could understand the pain of memorizing what you have to say to the people in the tower. I always say i want good grades for my A levels but how long can i say this? I keep procrastinating. Shithole, man. I just want to get admitted to the air force and undergo 2++ years of training in US and australia, or france. I just want to sit in the cockpit again.