..i was part of it too

I just had a realization.
I was a part of it too.
After her phone was confiscated,
and we lost contact.
Her mum discovered about us
when she confiscated her phone.
Few weeks later, we managed
to contact each other via msn.
I was so so angry with her for
not even trying to contact me
that i somehow..scolded her.
I was too harsh on her..
Aaarghhh!!! Why do i realize it now?
She became mad at me and sent me
this email that changed my
personality till now.
In that email, included the lame
excuses why we lack the
compatibility, and that we should
go separate ways and all that crap.
Sigh...................................................
But it's too late right now.
Nothing can change her mind.
Her mind is set, i'm no longer
in her picture gallery.
No matter how hard i try,
i still can't get her back.
I hardly get the chance to
chat with her...
I'm really such a hardass..