Tired..

I'm just tired of everything right now.
Tired of going out with people who don't even
value friendship.
Why can't they just stop and think for a moment.
You think i'm doing all these for fun?
Think again..
We seldom see each other, agreed..
Then why can't you all just spare some time
for a simple thing to maintain our friendship.
I just don't understand this fucking mind of yours.
When you all organize something, i turned up.
Though that is the busiest day of my life, i turned up.
Though my family is going out on that day, i turned up.
I cherish the friendship.
I've put everything aside for friends,
you know that..
This is what friends are for?
To hell with that..moronic idiots.
You just think for yourselves.
Well, like the saying, comes new ones, throws old ones.
This is what they are doing now.
They don't feel a thing at all.
I will never go out with these people
cuz i'll always be tired..always.
Even if i'm not, i'll make sure i will
make myself tired so that i can't go.