I don't want to listen to people telling me their life or love stories. I want people to listen to what i've got to say. I'm a man of few words but there's just too much to express inside here. I don't know who to talk to. Even if I manage to find a suitable person to talk to, they could just give me advice which has been repeated over and over again by many different people. The name of the secondary school girl, her face, her smile which makes her cute..and she always make herself look dumb. I still can remember most of the things that i adore about her. The question still lingers in my mind, disrupting the flow of the things that i've learnt in school. Sometimes i wanna seek help from her friends but i'm afraid they might be reluctant to help me. I wonder if i'm still in her mind. If i still exist to her. Did she ever think of me? Did she ever recall the times we had? I just love her so much, i can't deny that. BUT WHY IS OUR BOND MOMENTARY!!? I HATE IT!!!