disappointed..

I couldn't believe it..
When i asked u, sarcastically,
"What do u think is happening
in our relationship?"
And you said, "Erm..nth."
I mean, how could you say that?
It's so obvious that we din
get to interact with each other
often.
And you gave me an ans
as though you didn't care.
I'm ultimately disappointed,
not with you, but myself.
Cuz i didn't shower you with
enough love, perhaps.
As days pass by, my sufferings
become unbearable.
No one knows abt this, more than
i do.
That's why people think that i'm
not having problems cuz
i din express it in my
facial expression.
But this is where i express it,
all of them.
I'm reli suffering..i need someone
who could end this.
And the person who WILL end it,
is the person who caused it.
I'm not accusing u that u
started all this.
Only YOU can make me feel happy
once again..only you.
Only You can bring back the warmth
that has long been gone.
Please, i'm begging you...