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sigh...
questions seem to
flow freely in my
mind like air.
Questions that are
the reason i cant
pay full attention
to my studies.
Why, man? Why?
There are just too
many of them in
my 512MB head.
I dun believe in
monkey love, or
whatever they call it.
I take matters like this
seriously..
i dun treat ladies like
bunch of handphones.
No, i dun.
I dun dump as soon as
i got a new one.
No, i dun.
I made a very big
mistake once..
a promise that i've
treated it as nothing.
I din fulfil the promise.
now, i feel guilty..
i just dunno why.
and not to mention,
I MADE THAT PROMISE..
and i din go by it???
*sigh...*
I suffered from depression
when she said that
sentence to me..
i was filled with guilt.
Now, someone has re-opened
up my heart..
but what's weird is,
the same thing happened.
It was love at first sight.
I confessed evrything to
her.. but it really took
me long to actually have
the guts to do so..
However, i din go into
a relationship for
im not ready for one.
But, im actually treating
her as if we're couple..
isn't that similar to going
into a relationship???
What's my decision, anyway?
Me, myself and I don't noe.
Whatever it is, i dun
wish to hurt another heart,
never...