*missin' u...*

I have been leading a
torturous life these
few days..
i din have the medicine
for my sickness.
perhaps i have to wait
long to retrieve it.
I'm totally dependant
on that person to cure me.
He has to get that thing
for me..if nt,
it will get worse..
ARGHH!!!
SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!!
Someday i can't control
my addiction and...
i duno what i'll do.
haiz..actually,
the 'medicine' is a handphone
which is not faulty, as long as
it can be used.
im sick, cuz i've nt been smsing
her for the past few days..
though we're in the same sch,
but i still dn get the chance
to meet her or even talk to her.
"So near yet so far.."
I miss u, gerl..
I miss u a lot.
the person hu can get me
what i want, is none other
than my father...
please dad, get me a new
phone, perhaps a usable
one..it doesn't need to be
brand new..