I've been practising my landing with a cessna. I've tried flying the military aircrafts and boy, those mechanical birds are easy to takeoff and bank at extraordinary angles but exceptionally difficult to land it, especially at the ideal velocity as you approach the runway. Never mind, i will get the hang of it as i keep practise.

I received a letter from RSAF few days ago. I was really anxious upon opening it because it could be that my application wasn't successful. And i was in fact being asked to sit for the COMPASS(Computerised Aptitude Selection System) test. The aim of the test is to test your basic understanding of coordinates, direction(whether you can determine your left and right at different perspectives) and also your hand and leg coordination and most importantly, your IQ. I was so relieved to even get this letter. This is a chance that is only going to come by once in a lifetime. I've been given a chance, and i should not waste it. I pray that i'd do above average for this test. Thank you God and also RSAF.

FAILED
I've failed today. I am supposed to spend a maximum of 3.50 today but temptations ran wild and i spent 6 bucks to be exact, in kfc. Not only that, i was about to go home when the rest called me up to catch a movie. I refused but my friend urged me to go and i felt bad to resist them and hence i went. I ended up loaning 7 bucks from weicheng. Damn it. Now, i'm left with 2 bucks. Let's see what i can do with it this.

I just got this week's allowance. And guess what, it's all gone now. It's all gone to the economy, just like that. Here's what i spent on today. Basically 10 bucks on food and beverages. And 55 bucks on a bloody joystick. And 6 bucks on topping up of ezlink card. Moreover, i wasted my precious time. I spent 2 hours going to BPP, lot 1 and causeway point just to search for a joystick. What pissed me off was, it has become exceptionally difficult to find even the most simplest joystick, i mean the buttons, etc. Even PC ZONE from all 3 shopping malls, don't sell it. I went from shop to shop asking whether they have joysticks on sale and a bloody NO was their answers. I fancied one when i last went to causeway point which was a month ago? And when i went there today, it was gone. I just don't know what these shops are up to. Sickening. To sum it all up, i have approximately 7 bucks left for this week. I have to go school tmr and thursday. So that means 3.50 for each. Can i make it?
I have no choice but to be a bit of a miser now. Everything seems to be going up: price. Economy is experiencing inflation and we consumers are adversely affected, no doubt. So we have to change the way we spent our money. That's what i'm going to do. I will never gonna spend on unnecessary items that can't benefit me. At least for the joystick, i can practise my flying skills. So to all of you out there, it's time to save. Inflation rates are going up, but no worries, interest rates are going up too. For every 100 bucks you deposit into your bank account, maybe you'll gain more from it now.

I can't believe i've been waking up late for the past few days. I've been waking up at 2 plus in the afternoon, simply because of Euro 2008. Now, the matches are getting more exciting. What should I do? If i keep waking up late, it may be a habit and i may end up waking up super late for my papers next week. The hours that i have from morning to afternoon, can be well utilised by studying and revising for the mid year exam. And there is limited time left. Something has to be forgone. Opportunity cost is incurred.

She has been a sweetener to my eyes since i first know her last year. I go to school and i will start looking for her. She gives me the motivation. Despite the comments by my friends, usually displeasing, i still hold my interest in her. She's my engine. She is the one who keeps me moving, and keep moving. I guess this crush is getting stronger and i seriously hope it would not be so strong that it would be hard for me to forget her after JC. I know, it's utterly and let me emphasize, IMPOSSIBLE to get her as my partner. Of course, i really really really wish she could be mine. However there are thousands of factors and reasons why it is not ideal for us to be together. I was on my way back home in the bus just now. I didn't notice she was in the bus as well. She even walked past me to get to the seat which happened to be behind mine. Until it was time for me to alight, i didn't really look at her but i could see that it was her from the profile of her. And her head was tilted at an angle such that she was looking at me. I am positive of that. I should have looked at her and smiled. This chance will not come by very often. And i just missed it. Sigh.

Hello! The moment has come. For me to legal. I'm 18. That means, i can have SEX!!! Haha. No worries people, i'm just kidding. It is a brand new start for me as i'm progressing up the maturity level. And i guess the first thing i'm gonna do is to register for the basic theory test. Driving licence, yo. I'm going get it over with as soon as possible so that i can drive my dad's car to school during A levels. Haha. It is deemed to be impossible. Anyway, i would like to thank those who bothered to send me an sms comprising of a birthday wish. Thanks a lot. You guys have a good day.

Dude, you just pissed the fuckin' hell off me, you hear that!!???

Gosh, what have i been doing for the past few days? Simply, NOTHING!!! I didn't even study. Actually, i wanted to but whenever i was about to take my notes, it's where the distraction comes in: Laptop, tv, etc. I gotta start revising now. So what subject am i going to start on? Maybe math. Ok, then it'll be math.

I just went for the medical today. Many people expected me to get PES A. But guess what, I got PES B. You know why? Simply because "i give you PES B, because you're a bit skinny", said the doctor-in-charge. I was like, what the hell!? I was doing perfectly fine for the other medical stations and just because of one factor that could be changed over time, i was given PES B? Well, you see, this weight issue can be solved over time. That's because, it's already in our genes. Just like my father, he was underweight when he was at my age. But the moment he reach the 20s or 30s, his weight totally blasted up to an extent that it's within the acceptable weight range. Maybe that's what i'm going to encounter in the future. I can't be given PES B just because i'm underweight. I assure you that i'm able to perform any combat operations and weight is not an issue here. I'm not saying that i'm very capable of doing everything, neither am i self-praising. I consulted my friend and he said that we can request for a change of PES status which i'm not so certain about. God!!! I realise that your PES status is only determined by the doctor in the 2nd last station of the whole medical assessment. So no matter how well you perform in the other medical stations, it's up to that particular person.

I was invited to play street soccer with my fellow secondary friends tonight. It felt really great because it was a reunion and i was glad upon seeing them. The moment i stepped into the court, it was already time for us to leave the court simply because someone else had booked the court. We then decided to make our way to the street soccer court in Pending. We expected to see some 'ah-bengs' there and we were right. And it seemed that it was fun playing with them after all. Despite the strong body contacts made, i managed to get into their game and boost up my body for contacts with them. I think playing with them would be of a great value to me. However, what i'm displeased with was my unsatisfying performance. I just couldn't do anything whenever i have the ball in possession, and i lost some of it too. Maybe because it's been a long time since i last played within a restricted compound with walls surrounding. Anyway, glad to see you guys again.

CONGRATS TO MAN UNITED FOR CLINCHING THE 10TH PREMIERSHIP TITLE

Damn..i'm damn broke this week. Have been using a lot of cash. Class tee, math olympiad registration, new canvas shoe, class fund, debt. And in the end, i have almost no cash for my food and drinks for the next 2 days. I'm sure i'm gonna starve which i'm certain i can't hold on that long. Sure i have to borrow money again. I can't ask from my parents already because they have given me the money meant for class fund. So i don't wish to disturb them already. Sigh. Now, there's only one last thing to get. A new bag. I just wanna find a rather cheap, durable and desirable bag for myself and i guess i've found one. Maybe i'll buy it next week or the week after. I'm starting to feel like a girl: SHOPPING. I gotta refrain myself from abusing cash and instead save it for future use. Okay, after getting my bag, i'll not spend SO MUCH on unnecessary stuffs.

I'm uncertain whether she's still mad at me. Well, i can say i did my part to at least initiate an apology. It's up to her to accept it. Even though she doesn't accept it, it's okay. It doesn't even matter anyway. We're both people of different worlds. What happens at that vicinity doesn't affect anything here. Anyway, just cheer up.

Don't worry people, the upcoming contenders won't be that easy for them. Keep boosting that hope and stay optimistic.

The moment i enter the vicinity, i would feast my eyes on you. For you give me the fuel to to keep my wheels goin'.

bla..bla..bla.. After suntec city, we decided to visit the nearby memorial of those deceased during the japanese occupation. And took pictures that depict the CBD.

I was staring blankly into space. This time, i didn't intend to look for her. All of a sudden, she walks by. Cutting through the normal of my eye's projection. She was like wanted me to look. Thus i looked at her. And she smiled. And i gave her one too. =)

I've have been granted a reprieve. So do my friends.

Sorry for the fake accent. Hehe.