She has been a sweetener to my eyes since i first know her last year. I go to school and i will start looking for her. She gives me the motivation. Despite the comments by my friends, usually displeasing, i still hold my interest in her. She's my engine. She is the one who keeps me moving, and keep moving. I guess this crush is getting stronger and i seriously hope it would not be so strong that it would be hard for me to forget her after JC. I know, it's utterly and let me emphasize, IMPOSSIBLE to get her as my partner. Of course, i really really really wish she could be mine. However there are thousands of factors and reasons why it is not ideal for us to be together. I was on my way back home in the bus just now. I didn't notice she was in the bus as well. She even walked past me to get to the seat which happened to be behind mine. Until it was time for me to alight, i didn't really look at her but i could see that it was her from the profile of her. And her head was tilted at an angle such that she was looking at me. I am positive of that. I should have looked at her and smiled. This chance will not come by very often. And i just missed it. Sigh.