fast...

2 months have passed,
time is moving very fast..
close and open my eyes,
realise that it's the
3rd month now..
n im stil not familiar
with the subjects i'm
taking.
i need to do something or
my future wil be destroyed,
my dreams will
always be a dream...
planning to go JC,
either Nationals,
Catholic, or Innova..
bt seriously, i duno
which one to go to..
but why go to the best
JCs??
just go to the nearest one la..
then cn go back early
to meet my wajihah...
hmm...maybe i
should reconsider huh..
maybe pioneer,
or innova...
O' levels, here i come!!!

-aimi

..loving you

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=)

-aimi

not one more...

i've made one mistake during
my first love...
im not gonna make the
second one..
i'll make sure i wun..
im gonna treasure her
for as long as i cn afford.
I'l not find any reason to
start a fight..no way..

I'm gonna take this moment
And make it last forever ..
I'm gonna give my heart away
And pray we'll stay together
Cause you're the one good reason
You're the only girl that I need
Cause you're more beautiful
than I have ever seen

-aimi

understreet jammin' on 17 Feb..

-aimi

what's wrong with me?

i may look as if
im feeling well,
but actually,
im having a bad cough.
It just wun go away..
no flam.
I feel that there's smth
wrong with my lungs.
Maybe im exagerating,
but what if it's true..
i have a hard time
speaking too..
everytime i speak,
i'll cough..
it doesn't matter if it's a
light cough..
but instead, it's a
heavy cough..
a dying cough, it seems..
wad exactly is wrong with me??

-aimi

why hate??

hmm...
i decided to bring up
this matter cuz
i've a feeling that
im being hated by
somebody.
A question has been
in my mind.
Why do people hate?
Is is becuz they're jealous?
Or is it becuz they
don't like that particular person,
in terms of looks? behaviours?
attitude? what else?
Actually, it's not healthy
to hate someone..IT'S NOT.
The more you see that person,
the higher your anger n
frustration gets.
Your heart will ache like hell,
you see,
you'll only be bringing pain
to yourself, u ask for it..
..and as ur hate for someone
increases, your behaviour
and attitude will chnge..
you'll become more evil..
more cunning..
u tend to do anything tt's
possible to satisfy ur heart's desire.
Don't ever think of anything
negative..
When u hate someone, juz let it go..
when will it end?? nobody knows..
only u have the answer..
Think it thru.
I'm writing this post to
evryone who accessed to my blog
to read my posts..
DON'T HATE..
do the right thing.

..my days, they're changing

my days, nowadays,
it's like...
im becoming happy
these days,
i jz duno why..haha
my life only be peaceful
whenever im out of class
cuz i'l not face my enemy
frm then on..
and there's one thing..
erm..whenever im out of cls,
i'll try to look arnd
to see if she's around..
haha...
it's stupid rite?
i can't help it..
what wil happen to me
aft my O level??
Will i do the same???
I'm juz afraid that i can't
do that anymore..
why must I tell her
my feelings this yr??
why din i confess to her
last year?
i just wish i could
slow time
so that I can spend
more time on her..
i'll keep wishing.

..my sacrifice

after all i've been through...
i guess it's worth it..
i've let it all out...
i'm glad about that..
well, it was jz a confession.
i do like her,
i even wana be with her,
it's just...
she's just too happy
with her friends..
i dun tink she needs
anymore happiness..
her friends can give her
those...
if ur happy, i'l be happy fer u.
so,
this year wil be my last yr
with you..
i do not wish to bring this upon,
it's my blog rite??
i can freely write what i feel..
we may not be able to contact
each other again..
i'l free u frm my heart..
haiz...
i'l always love u..
muackk!!!

..someone's fighting a war against me

haiz...
i noe tt someone
is fighting a war
against me...
and i noe tt we've
been together before,
but why???
what did i ever do to u?
in school, i nvr bother u,
i nvr disturb u,
i nvr give a damn abt u..
so why shud u say all those
vulgarities abt me??
why muz u giv a damn abt me??
why u always feel uneasy with
the ppl i become frens with..?
especially gerls..
if u keep saying tt im in luv
with tt gerl frm sec3,
i would have been walking
with her to school by now...
i would have walk her home
aft school..
why must u do this to me???
u noe tt those words reli hurt me..?
ur gonna hunt me down
to the end izit??
juz tell me wad u wanna do to me?
u wana humiliate me in front of the sch?
i'l let u do it...
i'l stand beside on stage n watch e crowd,
as u humiliate me..
i bet tt would make u happy..
haiz...
bad things hav always been
laid down on me...
Is this retribution??
im fortunate,
i met someone whom i cn
share my sorrows with,
tt person is special..
question is,
when wil this war end??
someone has the answer to this,
the one hu started it..who else..
if ur gonna continue hating me,
go ahead..im restless n wordless..
only God has the truth
abt my feelings...
pray tt one day,
you'll get the answers
to all ur questions..
=)

it's all over...

YES!!!
it's finally over..
the pain is finally over..
phew!!
i've been keeping
it inside for
such a long time,
since the first time
i looked at her..
i din hav the guts
back then..
bt i jz happened
to force myself to
confess to her..
and it turned out well.
hehe..i was damn relieved.
bt smth jz proved me wrong..
i thought she doesn't like me.
found out tt she likes me...
why couldn't she tell me earlier??
anyway, now it's all over...
tt's wad im happy about..
=)
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOHOOO!!!!!!!!

shatterin' love...

..i can say that most
of the posts here
are all about her..
who? i don't wish
to say her name to
prevent misunderstandings.
(sigh..)
as day goes by,
my heart keeps saying,
'go for it!!!' but
i still cant find
the answers to my very
own questions.
I've got a few questions
tt need to be answered.
i can somehow sense tt
she doesn't like me..
i duno if i'm right or wrong.
All these while, i've been
loving her.
It's just tt i feel i'm
being played around..
wad should i do???
i think that..
i should just treat
my love for her...
as an imagination,
only an imagination,
a dream...

CNY celebration...

this pic was taken
on fri, 27th january
aft the CNY celebr
in advance in sch..
we actually planned
to go jammin on tt
day..bt
unfortunately,
the rooms in alvron
were fully booked.
So we cancelled..
However, we decided
to book at yishun..
lee kwong seng is
the name of the
jammin studio..
we were late so we
delayed the time
to 1645h..
we had to wait for
a very long time.
in the meantime,
we decided to do
some crazy n funny
stuffs..haha..
in the pic,
farid(wears red color)
is a rich man, walkin by..
ali n darryl are
beggars..
they played music to
earn a living..
so farid jz put
a small amt in the gtr
bag..$10.
Many drivers looked at us
and thought it's for real.
it's nt funny if i say it..
it'l be funny if u observe..
aft tt, then we
went for jammin..
we had so much fun...
with al the shoutings..
HAHA!!!

..no confidence???

i've got a story to tell..
there's this guy who is
15 yrs old...
he met this gerl,
hu is 2 yrs younger than him..
they were initially frens,
as time passed by,
they talked to each other
more often than expected,
esp the guy, was so tempted
to sms her..
the guy started to have
a crush on the gerl,
he then developed feelings
fer tt gerl..
that guy didn't reali
noe what he should do..
so he consulted his mum,
his mum wouldn't scold him
cuz she noes tt this is
common for teenagers
she juz advised him, etc...
he tried very hard bt
it made him more stressed
than ever..
he wanted to confess
to the gerl abt his
feelings towards her
but he was afraid that
the gerl didn't reciprocate
He kept thinking that,
IF the gerl didn't like him,
at least he has expressed
it all out of his heart..
bt he juz
..has no confidence
haiz...

one step higher...

haiz...
frm a normal crush
to a deeper crush..
reali cant stand it.
bt whatever it is,
i hav to accept the fact
tt we're not meant
fer it each other.
Though im havin
feelings fer her,
does she hav feelings
fer me?
That question has been
haunting me
day n nite..
even durin lessons..
it's reali a burden to me.
i sms u often cuz
i wana make our friendship
bond even more stronger..
haiz..i hav no idea y im
sighing..
iha..oh..iha..
why muz this happen
to me?
im outta here..

temasek poly trip..

..trip to temasek was fun
in some ways, and
boring in some ways too.
in the bus..haha
was fun..
i sat with farid,
we listened to the mp3
i've just transfered some
songs into his mp3..
we reached tp
abt 30mins ltr...
we met our tour guide..
he brought us arnd the campus
it was a slow process
cuz there were full of
ppl frm many schs
in s'pore
We went to a few branches
like chemistry, biology, etc..
set off back to sch at 1730
waited so long fer e bus,
we took cls photos too..haha.
i cn jz say tt the whole trip
was fun..esp in the bus
on our way back to sch...

..why?

haiz...why must u hate her?
till u say all those words
abt her..
it's true tt i hav nth
to do wif her,
it's true tt she's not
my concern now..
bt when u said all those
things abt her..
i jz think tt it's
time for me to defend her..
yes, she told me before
that she hates u, n ur frens..
just before me n her broke off.
She thought ur like other
gerls hu are minah2..
bt now, she doesn't even care
i tink she no longer hates u..
or ur frens..
..when can u guys jz be frens?
izit long?
...do i hav to wait long?

is jammin reali a waste of time?

many ppl say tt
jammin is a waste of time
bt i oppose to
anyone hu says tt..
whenever u start to jam..
the feeling comes to u
u start to follow the beat..
even wen ur stressed wif ur
studies..jammin cn help
u relieve it..
wen ur angry, u cn vent ur anger
on the instrument..
nt by breakin it deliberately
but by the way u play it..
trust me..even if ur takin
the O's or A's..
jammin wil nt be in ur way..
u hav to learn how
to distribute time well..
between studies n jammin..
life has to be fun
or it wun be meaningful...

the birth of R.O.R

our band has jz got
a new name..it was
accidentally thought
by our bassist, Ali..
our new name is,
Republic Of Rock..
cool huh?
anyway..
we went to jam
today..at 3
me and farid
arrived there 1st
n realised tt the
rest stil had not arrived
we waited..n waited
n waited, bt no1 arrived
so we went in n
settle the money 1st..
wen the rest come,
we started playing..
we reali had fun..wen
suddenly, there was blackout..
thought it would be done
in a while..
we waited fer abt 30mins
we were pissed off
so we left..

ps: i want more jammin sessions!!

untitled...

haiz...
i juz dun hav
the courage to
tell u,
how i feel towards u
I somehow think
this isn't right.
what should i do?

..skill doesn't really matter

to all the ppl
out there who have
interests in playing
electric gtr,
it doesn't reali matter
if ur nt gd..
Whenever u see
artists like
malmsteen,
mark tremonti..
i noe they are
damn gd in fast
picking..they're
reali damn gd..
bt dn ever let tt
be a discouragement..
dn be jealous of tt..
u jz continue wif
what ur doin, im sure
u can make it.. bt
it takes time to master.
a good guitar player
doesn't always have to be
a very skilful gtr
player..
u muz hav the feeling
wen u play the gtr..
without feelings,
playing the gtr reali
has no meaning..
sway with the beat..
if necessary, follow
all those styles like,
nodding their head nastily..
like billy martin..
he's good in doin all
sorts of guitar styles..
i should end here..
gd luck in masterin guitar..