..someone's fighting a war against me

haiz...
i noe tt someone
is fighting a war
against me...
and i noe tt we've
been together before,
but why???
what did i ever do to u?
in school, i nvr bother u,
i nvr disturb u,
i nvr give a damn abt u..
so why shud u say all those
vulgarities abt me??
why muz u giv a damn abt me??
why u always feel uneasy with
the ppl i become frens with..?
especially gerls..
if u keep saying tt im in luv
with tt gerl frm sec3,
i would have been walking
with her to school by now...
i would have walk her home
aft school..
why must u do this to me???
u noe tt those words reli hurt me..?
ur gonna hunt me down
to the end izit??
juz tell me wad u wanna do to me?
u wana humiliate me in front of the sch?
i'l let u do it...
i'l stand beside on stage n watch e crowd,
as u humiliate me..
i bet tt would make u happy..
haiz...
bad things hav always been
laid down on me...
Is this retribution??
im fortunate,
i met someone whom i cn
share my sorrows with,
tt person is special..
question is,
when wil this war end??
someone has the answer to this,
the one hu started it..who else..
if ur gonna continue hating me,
go ahead..im restless n wordless..
only God has the truth
abt my feelings...
pray tt one day,
you'll get the answers
to all ur questions..
=)