a few wks to O levels'
but before i reach that level,
i have to undergo a couple
of obstacles..
i mean exams like MOCK
and PRELIM.
If i can't pass these exams,
hell i wun be doing well for
O levels..
PSLE has long passed,
comes another major one.
*sigh...*
what disturbs me most,
1)* thinking of her
2)* studies
These 2 things..i've been
having a hard time with.
though i'm nt in a relationship
with her, my love is like no1
can ever imagine..she's
permanently riveted in my mind
and my heart too..
I tried once..not to sms her..
but in the end, i suffered...alot.
I'm on the verge of getting stucked.
If i focus on her, wad abt my studies?
my future?
If i decided to leave her, and
focus on my studies...
will she be alone?
wait a min, not reli rite?
She still has her frens..
they're gd frens, who nvr fail
to cheer her to insanity..
Wad am i in her life?
Just a cornered guy, perhaps??
What will be the results if i tell
her that it's over between us??
that i'm chasing for my dream,
not for a girl..
What will be the results if i
tell her that we shud stop
smsing each other..
She still has her exams
and has 2 more yrs before
ending her secondary life..
i shud be discouraging her
to be engaged in all this
love stuff..
i shud be doing what her
parents have always wanted
for her..to study very hard.
God, plz enlighten me..
Show me the right path..
well..it's time for me to go.
Bye..*sigh*
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