so tired of it..

haiz..what is this bullshit.
as days pass by, im
getting so restless of it...
im trying to pack it up
and dispose it somewhere
far from here..
so that i wun be able to
find it or come across it.
But......damn it!!!
i end up looking for it..
what the hell is wrong, man???
i've vowed to get rid of it..
That was a year back..
Why must it come to me??
or should i put it this way,
why must i go to it??
The previous one ended
all of a sudden..
how will this one end?
I'm sure this one, haiz..
it's gonna take a lot
of effort to do so..
it might take time too,
a year? 2 years? 3 years?
a decade?
haiz...i'll leave this to God.
may He grant my needs..
Anyway...
just now i went back to sch
to do my homework
with my 2 frens.
Before goin to sch, i went to
kfc cuz my stomach
was grumbling..my mum had
not cooked at that time.
After that, i walked to school,
fastening my pace each and
every second of the time.
When i arrived at sch, i saw
my frens and sat with them..
did my history hw, haiz..
was so boring..was getting
wormy by the time i did
the 2nd question.
then groups of students
came down from the
auditorium perhaps,
wsidol?? oh, who cares..
i just continued with my
work..we joked around
for sometime but when the
short hand of the clock
reaches 2030, i did
my homework more seriously,
feeling eager to complete it..
in the end i finished it..
was so relieved..28wks to
the Battle Of Knowledge..
but i just feel like it's
28days, *sigh*..