Saturday, February 25, 2006

fast...

2 months have passed,
time is moving very fast..
close and open my eyes,
realise that it's the
3rd month now..
n im stil not familiar
with the subjects i'm
taking.
i need to do something or
my future wil be destroyed,
my dreams will
always be a dream...
planning to go JC,
either Nationals,
Catholic, or Innova..
bt seriously, i duno
which one to go to..
but why go to the best
JCs??
just go to the nearest one la..
then cn go back early
to meet my wajihah...
hmm...maybe i
should reconsider huh..
maybe pioneer,
or innova...
O' levels, here i come!!!

-aimi

Monday, February 20, 2006

..loving you

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-aimi

not one more...

i've made one mistake during
my first love...
im not gonna make the
second one..
i'll make sure i wun..
im gonna treasure her
for as long as i cn afford.
I'l not find any reason to
start a fight..no way..

I'm gonna take this moment
And make it last forever ..
I'm gonna give my heart away
And pray we'll stay together
Cause you're the one good reason
You're the only girl that I need
Cause you're more beautiful
than I have ever seen

-aimi

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Friday, February 17, 2006

what's wrong with me?

i may look as if
im feeling well,
but actually,
im having a bad cough.
It just wun go away..
no flam.
I feel that there's smth
wrong with my lungs.
Maybe im exagerating,
but what if it's true..
i have a hard time
speaking too..
everytime i speak,
i'll cough..
it doesn't matter if it's a
light cough..
but instead, it's a
heavy cough..
a dying cough, it seems..
wad exactly is wrong with me??

-aimi

Monday, February 13, 2006

why hate??

hmm...
i decided to bring up
this matter cuz
i've a feeling that
im being hated by
somebody.
A question has been
in my mind.
Why do people hate?
Is is becuz they're jealous?
Or is it becuz they
don't like that particular person,
in terms of looks? behaviours?
attitude? what else?
Actually, it's not healthy
to hate someone..IT'S NOT.
The more you see that person,
the higher your anger n
frustration gets.
Your heart will ache like hell,
you see,
you'll only be bringing pain
to yourself, u ask for it..
..and as ur hate for someone
increases, your behaviour
and attitude will chnge..
you'll become more evil..
more cunning..
u tend to do anything tt's
possible to satisfy ur heart's desire.
Don't ever think of anything
negative..
When u hate someone, juz let it go..
when will it end?? nobody knows..
only u have the answer..
Think it thru.
I'm writing this post to
evryone who accessed to my blog
to read my posts..
DON'T HATE..
do the right thing.

Sunday, February 12, 2006

..my days, they're changing

my days, nowadays,
it's like...
im becoming happy
these days,
i jz duno why..haha
my life only be peaceful
whenever im out of class
cuz i'l not face my enemy
frm then on..
and there's one thing..
erm..whenever im out of cls,
i'll try to look arnd
to see if she's around..
haha...
it's stupid rite?
i can't help it..
what wil happen to me
aft my O level??
Will i do the same???
I'm juz afraid that i can't
do that anymore..
why must I tell her
my feelings this yr??
why din i confess to her
last year?
i just wish i could
slow time
so that I can spend
more time on her..
i'll keep wishing.

Friday, February 10, 2006

..my sacrifice

after all i've been through...
i guess it's worth it..
i've let it all out...
i'm glad about that..
well, it was jz a confession.
i do like her,
i even wana be with her,
it's just...
she's just too happy
with her friends..
i dun tink she needs
anymore happiness..
her friends can give her
those...
if ur happy, i'l be happy fer u.
so,
this year wil be my last yr
with you..
i do not wish to bring this upon,
it's my blog rite??
i can freely write what i feel..
we may not be able to contact
each other again..
i'l free u frm my heart..
haiz...
i'l always love u..
muackk!!!

Friday, February 03, 2006

..someone's fighting a war against me

haiz...
i noe tt someone
is fighting a war
against me...
and i noe tt we've
been together before,
but why???
what did i ever do to u?
in school, i nvr bother u,
i nvr disturb u,
i nvr give a damn abt u..
so why shud u say all those
vulgarities abt me??
why muz u giv a damn abt me??
why u always feel uneasy with
the ppl i become frens with..?
especially gerls..
if u keep saying tt im in luv
with tt gerl frm sec3,
i would have been walking
with her to school by now...
i would have walk her home
aft school..
why must u do this to me???
u noe tt those words reli hurt me..?
ur gonna hunt me down
to the end izit??
juz tell me wad u wanna do to me?
u wana humiliate me in front of the sch?
i'l let u do it...
i'l stand beside on stage n watch e crowd,
as u humiliate me..
i bet tt would make u happy..
haiz...
bad things hav always been
laid down on me...
Is this retribution??
im fortunate,
i met someone whom i cn
share my sorrows with,
tt person is special..
question is,
when wil this war end??
someone has the answer to this,
the one hu started it..who else..
if ur gonna continue hating me,
go ahead..im restless n wordless..
only God has the truth
abt my feelings...
pray tt one day,
you'll get the answers
to all ur questions..
=)