it's all over...

YES!!!
it's finally over..
the pain is finally over..
phew!!
i've been keeping
it inside for
such a long time,
since the first time
i looked at her..
i din hav the guts
back then..
bt i jz happened
to force myself to
confess to her..
and it turned out well.
hehe..i was damn relieved.
bt smth jz proved me wrong..
i thought she doesn't like me.
found out tt she likes me...
why couldn't she tell me earlier??
anyway, now it's all over...
tt's wad im happy about..
=)
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOHOOO!!!!!!!!

shatterin' love...

..i can say that most
of the posts here
are all about her..
who? i don't wish
to say her name to
prevent misunderstandings.
(sigh..)
as day goes by,
my heart keeps saying,
'go for it!!!' but
i still cant find
the answers to my very
own questions.
I've got a few questions
tt need to be answered.
i can somehow sense tt
she doesn't like me..
i duno if i'm right or wrong.
All these while, i've been
loving her.
It's just tt i feel i'm
being played around..
wad should i do???
i think that..
i should just treat
my love for her...
as an imagination,
only an imagination,
a dream...

CNY celebration...

this pic was taken
on fri, 27th january
aft the CNY celebr
in advance in sch..
we actually planned
to go jammin on tt
day..bt
unfortunately,
the rooms in alvron
were fully booked.
So we cancelled..
However, we decided
to book at yishun..
lee kwong seng is
the name of the
jammin studio..
we were late so we
delayed the time
to 1645h..
we had to wait for
a very long time.
in the meantime,
we decided to do
some crazy n funny
stuffs..haha..
in the pic,
farid(wears red color)
is a rich man, walkin by..
ali n darryl are
beggars..
they played music to
earn a living..
so farid jz put
a small amt in the gtr
bag..$10.
Many drivers looked at us
and thought it's for real.
it's nt funny if i say it..
it'l be funny if u observe..
aft tt, then we
went for jammin..
we had so much fun...
with al the shoutings..
HAHA!!!

..no confidence???

i've got a story to tell..
there's this guy who is
15 yrs old...
he met this gerl,
hu is 2 yrs younger than him..
they were initially frens,
as time passed by,
they talked to each other
more often than expected,
esp the guy, was so tempted
to sms her..
the guy started to have
a crush on the gerl,
he then developed feelings
fer tt gerl..
that guy didn't reali
noe what he should do..
so he consulted his mum,
his mum wouldn't scold him
cuz she noes tt this is
common for teenagers
she juz advised him, etc...
he tried very hard bt
it made him more stressed
than ever..
he wanted to confess
to the gerl abt his
feelings towards her
but he was afraid that
the gerl didn't reciprocate
He kept thinking that,
IF the gerl didn't like him,
at least he has expressed
it all out of his heart..
bt he juz
..has no confidence
haiz...

one step higher...

haiz...
frm a normal crush
to a deeper crush..
reali cant stand it.
bt whatever it is,
i hav to accept the fact
tt we're not meant
fer it each other.
Though im havin
feelings fer her,
does she hav feelings
fer me?
That question has been
haunting me
day n nite..
even durin lessons..
it's reali a burden to me.
i sms u often cuz
i wana make our friendship
bond even more stronger..
haiz..i hav no idea y im
sighing..
iha..oh..iha..
why muz this happen
to me?
im outta here..

temasek poly trip..

..trip to temasek was fun
in some ways, and
boring in some ways too.
in the bus..haha
was fun..
i sat with farid,
we listened to the mp3
i've just transfered some
songs into his mp3..
we reached tp
abt 30mins ltr...
we met our tour guide..
he brought us arnd the campus
it was a slow process
cuz there were full of
ppl frm many schs
in s'pore
We went to a few branches
like chemistry, biology, etc..
set off back to sch at 1730
waited so long fer e bus,
we took cls photos too..haha.
i cn jz say tt the whole trip
was fun..esp in the bus
on our way back to sch...

..why?

haiz...why must u hate her?
till u say all those words
abt her..
it's true tt i hav nth
to do wif her,
it's true tt she's not
my concern now..
bt when u said all those
things abt her..
i jz think tt it's
time for me to defend her..
yes, she told me before
that she hates u, n ur frens..
just before me n her broke off.
She thought ur like other
gerls hu are minah2..
bt now, she doesn't even care
i tink she no longer hates u..
or ur frens..
..when can u guys jz be frens?
izit long?
...do i hav to wait long?

is jammin reali a waste of time?

many ppl say tt
jammin is a waste of time
bt i oppose to
anyone hu says tt..
whenever u start to jam..
the feeling comes to u
u start to follow the beat..
even wen ur stressed wif ur
studies..jammin cn help
u relieve it..
wen ur angry, u cn vent ur anger
on the instrument..
nt by breakin it deliberately
but by the way u play it..
trust me..even if ur takin
the O's or A's..
jammin wil nt be in ur way..
u hav to learn how
to distribute time well..
between studies n jammin..
life has to be fun
or it wun be meaningful...

the birth of R.O.R

our band has jz got
a new name..it was
accidentally thought
by our bassist, Ali..
our new name is,
Republic Of Rock..
cool huh?
anyway..
we went to jam
today..at 3
me and farid
arrived there 1st
n realised tt the
rest stil had not arrived
we waited..n waited
n waited, bt no1 arrived
so we went in n
settle the money 1st..
wen the rest come,
we started playing..
we reali had fun..wen
suddenly, there was blackout..
thought it would be done
in a while..
we waited fer abt 30mins
we were pissed off
so we left..

ps: i want more jammin sessions!!

untitled...

haiz...
i juz dun hav
the courage to
tell u,
how i feel towards u
I somehow think
this isn't right.
what should i do?

..skill doesn't really matter

to all the ppl
out there who have
interests in playing
electric gtr,
it doesn't reali matter
if ur nt gd..
Whenever u see
artists like
malmsteen,
mark tremonti..
i noe they are
damn gd in fast
picking..they're
reali damn gd..
bt dn ever let tt
be a discouragement..
dn be jealous of tt..
u jz continue wif
what ur doin, im sure
u can make it.. bt
it takes time to master.
a good guitar player
doesn't always have to be
a very skilful gtr
player..
u muz hav the feeling
wen u play the gtr..
without feelings,
playing the gtr reali
has no meaning..
sway with the beat..
if necessary, follow
all those styles like,
nodding their head nastily..
like billy martin..
he's good in doin all
sorts of guitar styles..
i should end here..
gd luck in masterin guitar..

..parkour in action!!

..you have to
click the 'play'
button to watch

328

265

..my first electric guitar!!

i was darn happy yesterday
yesterday was reali
my happiest day..
around 3,
me n my family,
we went to
peace centre..
my dad wanted me
to look around the place
n see if im interested in
any of the electric gtrs
there,
b4 headin off to
peninsula..
i wasn' quite pleased..
cuz i saw many gtrs,
which i like..
the designs,
the weight,
the fretboard,
the pickups..
were all great..
unfortunately,
some were expensive,
some din cum in
packages..
so i decided to
search at e other
side of peace centre
and...
i went in a music shop
called
City Music..
at 1st i was
in love with a guitar
branded 'hamer'..
bt then..as i moved in
deeper...
i saw a guitar, which has
only 1 half cut..
which is
at the bottom..
told my dad
tt i wan it..
BUT...
black was stockless..
so i chose
yellowish orange..
couldn't wait to
get home n play my gtr..
n tt was my journey
of buying..
my very first
ELECTRIC GUITAR!!!
woohoo!!!haha...
here are some
pics of my
first
electric guitar
=)

Boycotted Reunites..

todae was damn fun..
though darryl n angelo
came late..
me n ali had to pay
fer them..
the 3 of us went in 1st..
we warmed up,
half an hour l8r,
angelo came in..
haha..we were
so relieved..
he sat at e drum,
n we started playing..
e 1st 1 n half hour,
we kinda played a fool..
bt darryl insisted to sponsor
us to extend another
half an hour..
tt half hour was worth it..
we played hold on,
handle this, hell song,
meant to live,
and ghost of u...
bt we din reali
played full fer e
ghost of u
cuz some of us
haven't learn it yet..
i reali had a great time..
i wanna jam again..

..the boycotted!

i have a band,
a rock band..
consisting of
many cool ppl..
i reali dun regret
fer havin this band..
Angelo, a great drummer
..darryl, vocals hu
has a potential in drum too
Ali, our manager n'
our bassist too..
farid, our rhythmist..
haiz..this is jz too great
my wish is...
i dn wan us to fall apart..
esp, nxt yr..
we're gonna sit fer our
O' levels..
it's gonna be
a crucial yr..
bt tt doesn't mean
we cant jam frm then..
i tink, we can..
it's jz tt,
u dn hav to put in
100% attention
in practicing songs
we're gonna play..
once in 3 wks perhaps?
it's possible, u noe..
kla, tt's all.. cya guys

PS: i've mastered
the lead guitar for
'ghost of you'..
haha...yeah..

Mum's Birthday!!

My mum's bdae
was 3 days ago...
dad bought lots
of food..
I really ate a lot, man..
There was this cake,
i couldn't eat
cuz i was damn full,
my mum's bdae
was the best day
fer me,
during e hols
cuz i get te eat
lots of food, haha..=p

Unspoken Love

I'm sori if this
post ever hurt anyone..
I jz wana express
it out w/o
jeopardizing anyone's names

the moment i 1st saw u
during the 2nd round
of wsss idol 2005..
i developed a crush
on u..
i got e help of ur
own fren
to get to noe u..
haha..
nw we're frens..
i wish 2 tel u my
feelings bt,
i dun hav e courage
n also,
i dun wish to..
cuz...cuz..
it reali hurts if
i were to speak out
e reasons..
i noe u treat me as
ur own brother,
i'l accept tt..i wil.
I onli hav 1 yr left..
so it's nt possible
fer us..

there's a diff
btween crush n
stong feelings rite?
i hav strong feelings fer
sum1..
she's been in ma heart
fer abt 3 yrs.
so if ur to read this,
im sori.. cuz this
is a fact..
..a fact tt
can nvr cum true..
=)

Weird Stuff...

this morning i woke up,
everything was fine..
I was sitting down on the sofa
in the living room..
then my mum asked me to pass her
something in her balcony.
When I reached the balcony,
i couldn't identify which one
cuz there were 2 identical ones
..then suddenly, i began to sway
out of drowsiness..
everything turned blank,
instead of black, it was white all around
I couldn't see but could hear
..the next thing i heard was a loud bang.
finally, I could regain my sight once again
I found myself lying on a table, flat..
I could feel my eyes wide opened..
haiz..my bro n mum rushed to me,
lucky i was alrite..
this isn't the 1st time
it happened long time ago,
but this was the worst..
Is smth rong wif me?
..i somehow find myself WEIRD

Fun Has Faded Away...

..holidays are boring
it used to be very fun
when we were little
it isn't now
All the fun..gone

decided to make a new blog..
got nothing to do at home
besides watchin tv, computer
thats all, i guess..