I just went for the medical today. Many people expected me to get PES A. But guess what, I got PES B. You know why? Simply because "i give you PES B, because you're a bit skinny", said the doctor-in-charge. I was like, what the hell!? I was doing perfectly fine for the other medical stations and just because of one factor that could be changed over time, i was given PES B? Well, you see, this weight issue can be solved over time. That's because, it's already in our genes. Just like my father, he was underweight when he was at my age. But the moment he reach the 20s or 30s, his weight totally blasted up to an extent that it's within the acceptable weight range. Maybe that's what i'm going to encounter in the future. I can't be given PES B just because i'm underweight. I assure you that i'm able to perform any combat operations and weight is not an issue here. I'm not saying that i'm very capable of doing everything, neither am i self-praising. I consulted my friend and he said that we can request for a change of PES status which i'm not so certain about. God!!! I realise that your PES status is only determined by the doctor in the 2nd last station of the whole medical assessment. So no matter how well you perform in the other medical stations, it's up to that particular person.

I was invited to play street soccer with my fellow secondary friends tonight. It felt really great because it was a reunion and i was glad upon seeing them. The moment i stepped into the court, it was already time for us to leave the court simply because someone else had booked the court. We then decided to make our way to the street soccer court in Pending. We expected to see some 'ah-bengs' there and we were right. And it seemed that it was fun playing with them after all. Despite the strong body contacts made, i managed to get into their game and boost up my body for contacts with them. I think playing with them would be of a great value to me. However, what i'm displeased with was my unsatisfying performance. I just couldn't do anything whenever i have the ball in possession, and i lost some of it too. Maybe because it's been a long time since i last played within a restricted compound with walls surrounding. Anyway, glad to see you guys again.

CONGRATS TO MAN UNITED FOR CLINCHING THE 10TH PREMIERSHIP TITLE

Damn..i'm damn broke this week. Have been using a lot of cash. Class tee, math olympiad registration, new canvas shoe, class fund, debt. And in the end, i have almost no cash for my food and drinks for the next 2 days. I'm sure i'm gonna starve which i'm certain i can't hold on that long. Sure i have to borrow money again. I can't ask from my parents already because they have given me the money meant for class fund. So i don't wish to disturb them already. Sigh. Now, there's only one last thing to get. A new bag. I just wanna find a rather cheap, durable and desirable bag for myself and i guess i've found one. Maybe i'll buy it next week or the week after. I'm starting to feel like a girl: SHOPPING. I gotta refrain myself from abusing cash and instead save it for future use. Okay, after getting my bag, i'll not spend SO MUCH on unnecessary stuffs.

I'm uncertain whether she's still mad at me. Well, i can say i did my part to at least initiate an apology. It's up to her to accept it. Even though she doesn't accept it, it's okay. It doesn't even matter anyway. We're both people of different worlds. What happens at that vicinity doesn't affect anything here. Anyway, just cheer up.