Dear whoever-i-wish-to-blog-about,

I've known about it a long time ago already, even before hari raya. You know when you talked to faiz at nurul's place during her birthday, i actually knew what you guys were talking about. Now that you have found someone whom you really love and look upon, it feels great to me. Cuz the fact that you have someone else to love and care for, it relieves me of my burden. I do not have to think what you're feeling at a given point of time, whether you're happy or sad. I can release my clutches off you already. I'm not particularly vexed or jealous that you've got someone else. You're really a nice and loving person to be with. I do admit that after we broke up, i still have a bit of love for you. Everyday when we were in school, i would glance to see if you're okay. Also recently, i dreamt of you. We were the best of friends. I sincerely hope that one day, that would happen. Anyway, i would like to congratulate you for passing one of the tests that is brought down by God. I really salute you for the patience that you have given. I know all the things that i've done after there was 'us', have never failed to upset you. Still, you would show the other side of you, which is a happy-go-lucky person. You cannot do it without your girl friends too, wrappers. For that, i'm sorry and i hope that you won't linger with these matters anymore. You should start afresh with him, i really hope you'd do. Adiyos Amigo, dear friend. Till we meet again.

AIFAH

It is like our daily routine to go for a jog early in the morning, and when i say 'early' it means 4 plus, when most of the people are still sound asleep. But for the 3 of us: Me, Ziq and Zul. We woke up in the morning just to jog. Our common routes are through Bangkit, Fajar, and also Jelapang. We would either drop by the 7-Eleven at Greenridge Plaza or the kopitiam at Fajar after jogging. Ziq would be with his roller blade and me and zul would jog. Today, i learnt some roller blade skills. I was really noob. Haha. It was my 2nd time on the roller blades since 10 years ago. I tried very hard to keep my legs parallel. It was damn hard. But i didn't fall UNNECESSARILY. I could still maintain balance. Heh. We managed to take some pictures today anyway. Below is a video of zul learning to blade.

What's that thing?

This incident happened when me, shahril and allen went to the emergency staircase in Paragon to eat our KFC meals. The reason we ate there was because there wasn't really empty seats for us simply because the whole restaurant was full of people. Allen and shahril suggested the staircase in paragon and hence, we walked from Ngee Ann City to Paragon. The worst thing happened after eating our meals. There was nothing to do so i stood on the railings and asked my friend to take my picture. It turned out to be fine. My friend then edit and changed the color of the picture to negative. And there it was, a mysterious figure behind me. And my body seems to be faded away. It was really frightening. We just grabbed our stuff and made a run for it. Never go to that staircase ever again, man.

A few days ago, i helped my friend who is also a CM in our class in his work. His dad owns a tuition centre and we are to promote the tuition centre in Suntec Convention Hall in which the BookFest is being held too. It was really tiring as we had to stand for over 10 hours. Anyway, below are some of the pictures i took when our booth was about to close.

One of the intended

What do you think? Hot and sexy isn't it? It is one of my intended guitars to buy. It's the ESP Horizon III (black). I fell in love with it the moment i lay eyes on it. Of course, look at the seducing sparkling, reflectious black. Not to forget the original floyd rose that i've been looking for. Let alone 2 seymour duncan pickups, a brand of which Synyster Gates of Avenged Sevenfold uses for his custom schecter guitar. Guess you don't necessarily need to have a face-melting shredder's guitar to be one yourself. Just buy a guitar which suits your style, get familiar with it, fall in love with it, take care of it and you're on your way to becoming the next renowned shredder. Based on reviews, ESP seems to be a brand that has been used by most metal bands. One disadvantage is, it's not meant for bright acoustic sounds but it doesn't really matter. Gosh !!! I wonder what's its valuation. It's the original ESP, it will sure cost one hell of dollar notes. But it's ok, i hope my determination is strong enough to enable me to carry on saving till i can afford one which i hope will be by April 2008.

SHOULD I?

Sometimes i ask myself if i should get myself a brand new electric guitar that suits my needs. Probably i would like to get a 'floyd-rose'd guitar which i can bend strings using the whammy bar to produce exclusive divebombs. I always wanted to do that. Next feature that i would like to have for my guitar is a 24-fret or more, fretboard. I just love to listen to the high pitch sounds. I just wish to have a fretboard that makes it easier for me to slide my fingers quickly up and down the fretboard. Oh gosh, if there is any guitar that matches these features, it would surely leave my pocket empty in just one SWOOSH!!! One thing that i hate is, SAVE!! My parents will never accept or support me if i want to buy a guitar. So that means i have to save my money which eventually turns out to be my parent's money. I must save up to at least 800 bucks and my savings would add up to that amount by April 2008 i guess. Question is, can i really put 90% of my weekly allowance aside for my intended guitar? Sigh.. So it's either gonna be Ibanez, Schecter or ESP.

It is truly in God's hand. He who will determine when and who He
will call upon to him. One moment, our loved ones are right
beside us..joking, laughing, groaning, scolding. And with just a
blink of an eye, everything changed. With just a snap of a finger,
our loved ones have left us in this cruel world. We can cry in
sober when we lose our loved ones but crying too much would
mean that we are unwilling to let him/her leave. Leaving us and
this world would mean that God loves him/her and that He
doesn't want him/her to commit any more sins. So let's all pray
for our loved ones, their safety, their health... And if they have to
leave this world without a note or goodbye, let it be in their sleep.
It's rather peaceful.

just HOW?

It was just now, that i found the Black Tiger deck that i claimed to have lost it. But how did it reappear? Unknowingly, it appeared right in front of me when i was having tea alone in the living room. Was it an illusion? Something is really amiss. I then tried playing along with my parents asking if they took that deck and hid it from me. But they seemed serious and thus convinced me that they didn't take it. Well, it doesn't matter now. What matters is, I have 2 Black Tiger decks with me right now. Cool right? Yay!!!