I've been having a hard time. I just miss her and i wanna spend time with her for the last time. I know it's been a long time but that weird feeling still lives in me. She's just..erm..i dunno. Nice? I heard she's moving house. It looks like she's very willing to leave. I'm kinda sad of course. But i just wish someday, she'll let me spend some time with her, chit-chatting..eating together..watch movie..go to the library..play pool.. It would be fun. But question, would she wanna go out with me?

Something happened to me yesterday. Ms Annie from SYFC. There's the sad news and quite good news. Let's start off with the bad news shall we? Well the bad news was, she said I'm at the border line which means, there is a possibility that i may be rejected. Of course i was upset upon hearing that. Is it because of the interview or some personal stuff? Moving on to the 'quite good' news, she asked me if i'm really interested in this course. Obviously it's a YES. She kept pestering me if i'm sure of it. Eventually she said okay. On top of that, she said my orientation will be on the 28 April. I wonder if it was true. Should I wait for the letter or what?

We had PJ amazing race today..me and three of my classmates represented Nobel, which is currently, last position. Our mission is to bring Nobel up the scoreboard. Our mission was nearly accomplised. You wanna know why? During the first 3/4 of the race, we were very spirited. We wanted to get to our destination really quickly and be the first. We were competing with one of the teams from Byron. They were super great. They were smart and well-organized. The other Byron team, which i heard from my friends, cheated during the race. They took the cab, which is not allowed. We thought Vivo City was the last destination. So as soon as we arrived at harbour front station, we chiong towards the last floor of Vivo City where the pool is located. I didn't wanna do it at first but cuz of determination to win, i had to. We ran as fast as we could, exceeding the limitations. I can say, many were pissed off with us. We found out that it wasn't the last station. All our internal and external energy were used up. Then it started to rain. That was where the source of our problem arose. It was raining, and we had to stop what were doing. This clearly gave the others who were behind us the advantage to arrive. I hope you know what I'm trying to say. In the end, all the groups had gathered at the last level. We were demoralised because of that. The teachers and station masters didn't even do anything about it. Furthermore, we were really exhausted due to the thoughtless usage of energy when we ran from harbour front to vivo. We really did a lot of running and patches of blood could be seen on my chest. Now i'm having difficulties in breathing. Everytime I breathe in, my heart aches..it was so painful. Eventually, we got the 5th position out of 17. We were the first Nobel group. Our greatest achievement was, we managed to overtake the Byron, who had been ahead of us for a number of stations.

One more thing, i was so glad that she took part in this race. Seeing her beautiful and sweet face..at least it gave me the motivation to go on. Haha. I kept glancing at her secretly. It was dumb, really. I guess i'll end here. I'm outta here.

I'm just fucking fed-up with everything, esp with my sis. Doesn't she have any manners? She call me, her fucking brother who is obviously older than her, by my name. That's the first issue. Second, she uses my fucking stuff without seeking my approval or permission. I can't bring myself to shout at her at the top of my lungs, wasting my breath, and every word i said enters her right ear and escapes through the left. Lucky i have a blog where i can express what I feel, without the burden of limitation. I don't care, i've tolerated enough. She uses the pc, always, very very damn fucking long..and never give a thought about others. Everytime i return home from school, she's always sitting moronically in front of the monitor doing her stupid, unnecessary, nonsensical stuff. And now, she uses my e-notebook. I just feel like punching her in the face. I don't care, i'm gonna set a password for my e-notebook, since my siblings always take advantage of patience. I'm outta here..